Tomorrow is the first time since Sunday that I'll get to see my dad and I won't see him again until next Friday, for a few hours before he goes to Tennessee for 2 days. This is like the worst gap of time to not have him here. I'm pretty sure I'll have to avoid my mom as much as possible next week while he's in the UK. This means I'm consider going to either Kennesaw, Atlanta, or Athens or two of the three.

I'm feeling apathetic about leaving my mom alone for the week since she rushed into planning this weekend without consulting anyone or checking to see what my dad's work schedule would entail. It feels like I have been rude and despondent around my parents for the past few weeks but I know that wishing I felt better isn't what's best for me or them.