Labels: life's purpose, migraines, unemployment
Monday, March 19, 2012
How many times do I have to get my hopes up before I find what it is I'm supposed to do with my life? I found something that kept me excited even during nonstop migraines, and that turned out to be nothing but another huge disappointment. When will it all make sense?
posted by Songs of Love at 11:59 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2012
I am officially a maid of honor!
Depending on the location they choose the wedding might be pushed up as early as May. Good God, when am I going to throw the Bachelorette party? I still need a theme. So if you hear of any good themes and you want to send them my way, I'd love to hear them.
ALSO, I get to choose my dress. My only current instruction is a dark purple. Roman goddess it is then. If you happen by anything gorgeous and dark purple, share a link with me! Please and thank you!
Depending on the location they choose the wedding might be pushed up as early as May. Good God, when am I going to throw the Bachelorette party? I still need a theme. So if you hear of any good themes and you want to send them my way, I'd love to hear them.
ALSO, I get to choose my dress. My only current instruction is a dark purple. Roman goddess it is then. If you happen by anything gorgeous and dark purple, share a link with me! Please and thank you!
Labels: bachelorette, bridesmaid dresses, maid of honor, weddings
Thursday, March 15, 2012
My heart is going to burst. Lord knows I must have some internal head damage by now. I'm not sure the synapses in my brain are wired properly any more. More likely they've all rebelled and synced a rerouting of sense and information. I could vomit the little I put into my stomach today, or yesterday, if we're going to be matter of fact. My nail polish is scraping off as my nails grow into talons, ready to cut down the middle and shake this skin I've over worn. There has to be something inside, something left of the person I thought I would be. When did I stop living?
Labels: all the feelings, melodramatic