Fear

I'm having a horrible day. It was going so well, I was so happy and so excited and now I'm just scared. I didn't want this.

My heart's in my throat and it's thrashing about so much I fear it's going to just use my fear to choke me. I want home. I want that feeling I had earlier. I want fall and lazy afternoons at Park Hall and I don't want to be consumed by my fear.

I was supposed to have a great day and now I'll just have another bad night. I need my best friend. I need my best friend. I need my best friend. I need my best friend.