I tried editing my last post. I tried to not look like a selfish brat.
I can't lie.

My grandparents love me and, despite how hard it can be for them, they try their hardest to understand me and accept me. We come from two different worlds, but we love each other greatly. We just show it differently. There's a song by Mason Jennings called Keepin It Real and it makes me think of my grandparents. It makes me think of his farmer background and her happiness at finding him. It's a fairy tale that we made true.

They're full of love. I'm still young and I have a lot to learn.
One day I'll learn. One day I'll love like them.