I don’t know why some days are so challenging. I really don’t want to know what brings them on. I’m honestly scared there are more factors than I can reasonably control. And it’s control, isn’t it, that thing I struggle with most. Control of attention. Control of thoughts. Control of actions. Controlled connections between new events and past people.

Editor’s note: I don’t think it’s because of a distraction. I think sometimes it’s just hard to put things out there. Even if no one reads what you’re writing.

Original post circa July 1, 2019

Post Script - Start with Feeling Okay by Best Coast. Then make a soft right.

Labels: all the feelings, Best Coast